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Wynter Bradbury  

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....Falling Behind....

Journal Entry: Mon Jun 23, 2008, 2:40 PM
I have spent most of my life knowing where i was headed. I knew what I would grow up to be and how proud everyone would be of me. Yet now I'm not so sure. I've worked hard in college to try to make those dreams and apirations come true. Now though I look at that road I had wanted to take so bad and find that it isn't quite where I wanted to go after all. The only problem with this is......when I look around I don't see another road that I wish to follow.

Everything I have tried I have succeeded at yet none of it seems to fit. I still feel like I'm just working because it pays the bills or fills up my time. I look around me and so many others are happy with the roads they choose and I'm still standing here wondering which way to go.....

I thought I had it planned well. I knew just how long it would take for me to get there. I knew how many hours I would have to work and how many things I would have to give up. I was willing to make such sacrifices for my dreams. Yet I'm not sure if those dreams were really dreams or if it was just a safe zone where I knew I couldn't fail. I think in a way I want to fail just once. I want to fall on my face and be told that I'm not any good at a job.

I don't know anymore where it is that I want to be. My camera still feels right in my hands and it still makes me feel like I belong somewhere, but I can't survive on my photos. I can barely make my gallery rent on what I sell. It just seems that I have somehow lost part of me and I'm not sure how to find it....

The worst part of it all is that it feels like I'm walking alone. It seems few others around me understand where I am or how I feel. It seems that they have all found that happy place we all hope to find one day. I'm as always left behind to find my own way and make something of things I don't even understand. Those that do walk with me are so far away or so lost in there own feelings that it is hard to relie on them.....

I just feel like I'm falling farther behind with each step and loosing the little bit of sanity I once had............

  • Mood: Artistic
  • Listening to: Nothing
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothing

Devious Information

  • Current Age: To young to know better
  • Current Residence: Home
  • Interests: Read, Laughing, Photography, Life
  • Favourite movie: Shall We Dance
  • Favourite band or musician: Lifehouse
  • Favourite genre of music: The kind that touchs the soul
  • Favourite artist: Polluck
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edger Allen Poe and Ray Bradbury
  • Favourite photographer: My grandfather and mother
  • Operating System: Windows Vista Premium
  • MP3 player of choice: Creative Zen
  • Favourite game: World of Warcraft
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Norbit and Dagit
  • Tools of the Trade: Camera, Pen, Paper, and a good Eye

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~imhere4freedom:iconimhere4freedom: Jun 23, 2008, 9:05:58 AM
Your very welcome! =)

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*DiomedesZX:iconDiomedesZX: Apr 28, 2008, 9:37:51 AM
"There can be no happiness if the things we believe in are different from the things we do."

~Freya Stark

Thanks for the :+fav:

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~imhere4freedom:iconimhere4freedom: Apr 19, 2008, 2:07:05 PM
hehe! Thanks! I'm hoping to add some more today! :butterfly:

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Art is art if it speaks to you. Critics don't have to love the work. Your mom doesn't have to love the work. Even you don't have to love it. You do, however, have to be emotionally moved by the work. Then it is art.
-Dr.Kimmarie Lewis
*Varian-Nearic:iconVarian-Nearic: Apr 12, 2008, 5:35:19 PM
You really do have some nice shots in here, thus I shall watch you in hopes of more.

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~imhere4freedom:iconimhere4freedom: Apr 2, 2008, 1:10:11 PM
Your welcome! =)

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Art is art if it speaks to you. Critics don't have to love the work. Your mom doesn't have to love the work. Even you don't have to love it. You do, however, have to be emotionally moved by the work. Then it is art.
-Dr.Kimmarie Lewis
=Jezhawk:iconJezhawk: Apr 1, 2008, 7:39:19 PM
Hiya :wave:
thanks for stopping by and faving Reincarnate, I appreciate your support :thanks:

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*Ex-po-zure:iconEx-po-zure: Mar 30, 2008, 2:36:44 PM
okey dokey :hug:

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~imhere4freedom:iconimhere4freedom: Mar 30, 2008, 2:35:33 PM
hehe I won't I'm only going to work on Geology for some much longer before I decided I'm tired of pulling my hair out. hehe! Then I will relax and upload photos. =D

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Art is art if it speaks to you. Critics don't have to love the work. Your mom doesn't have to love the work. Even you don't have to love it. You do, however, have to be emotionally moved by the work. Then it is art.
-Dr.Kimmarie Lewis
*Ex-po-zure:iconEx-po-zure: Mar 30, 2008, 2:33:47 PM
Ok, you have today and tomorrow for this month don't forget ok? :heart:

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~imhere4freedom:iconimhere4freedom: Mar 30, 2008, 2:31:40 PM
I read the update about the avatar but I will display it anyways as long as I remember. I have plenty of friends who will be interested in the club. We are all looking for exposure in a world that seems very hard to get into. I will send a submission for this month once I finish college work! hehe! :butterfly:

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Art is art if it speaks to you. Critics don't have to love the work. Your mom doesn't have to love the work. Even you don't have to love it. You do, however, have to be emotionally moved by the work. Then it is art.
-Dr.Kimmarie Lewis
*Ex-po-zure:iconEx-po-zure: Mar 30, 2008, 11:39:58 AM
Welcome to our Photography Club :hug:

Glad to have you as a new member, and thankyou for reading our FAQ's! [link]

Please read this update about our club avatar [link]

Please remember...........

WE ONLY ACCEPT ONE SUBMISSION PER MONTH



:heart:
`babyducks


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Participation in club activity is optional....you decide.
Not knowing what is going on with the club.....:no:
Please see Important Club Changes Here
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~imhere4freedom:iconimhere4freedom: Mar 29, 2008, 7:12:37 PM
Your Welcome!

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Art is art if it speaks to you. Critics don't have to love the work. Your mom doesn't have to love the work. Even you don't have to love it. You do, however, have to be emotionally moved by the work. Then it is art.
-Dr.Kimmarie Lewis
~Maharetczak:iconMaharetczak: Mar 29, 2008, 4:18:35 PM
Thanks for the fav! :heart:

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~imhere4freedom:iconimhere4freedom: Mar 26, 2008, 3:35:50 PM
Your Welcome! :butterfly:

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Art is art if it speaks to you. Critics don't have to love the work. Your mom doesn't have to love the work. Even you don't have to love it. You do, however, have to be emotionally moved by the work. Then it is art.
-Dr.Kimmarie Lewis
~La-Oscura-Principe:iconLa-Oscura-Principe: Mar 25, 2008, 8:06:28 PM
thanks for faving Malvagio ^^

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~imhere4freedom:iconimhere4freedom: Mar 24, 2008, 7:33:00 PM
Your Welcome! :butterfly:

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Art is art if it speaks to you. Critics don't have to love the work. Your mom doesn't have to love the work. Even you don't have to love it. You do, however, have to be emotionally moved by the work. Then it is art.
-Dr.Kimmarie Lewis
*billyunderscorebwa:iconbillyunderscorebwa: Mar 24, 2008, 2:16:31 PM
Thank you so much for the favorite! :boogie:

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~imhere4freedom:iconimhere4freedom: Mar 24, 2008, 1:51:04 PM
Your Welcome!

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Art is art if it speaks to you. Critics don't have to love the work. Your mom doesn't have to love the work. Even you don't have to love it. You do, however, have to be emotionally moved by the work. Then it is art.
-Dr.Kimmarie Lewis
~imhere4freedom:iconimhere4freedom: Mar 24, 2008, 1:50:55 PM
Your Welcome!

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Art is art if it speaks to you. Critics don't have to love the work. Your mom doesn't have to love the work. Even you don't have to love it. You do, however, have to be emotionally moved by the work. Then it is art.
-Dr.Kimmarie Lewis
~imhere4freedom:iconimhere4freedom: Mar 24, 2008, 1:50:45 PM
Your Welcome!

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Art is art if it speaks to you. Critics don't have to love the work. Your mom doesn't have to love the work. Even you don't have to love it. You do, however, have to be emotionally moved by the work. Then it is art.
-Dr.Kimmarie Lewis
*Nashirah:iconNashirah: Mar 23, 2008, 5:27:50 AM
Thanks for the fav! ^^

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~kuroinami:iconkuroinami: Mar 22, 2008, 7:30:52 PM
Thanks for the all the :+fav:s :D

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~imhere4freedom:iconimhere4freedom: Mar 19, 2008, 10:13:37 PM
I'm sure I will. You have amazing talent. :butterfly:

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Art is art if it speaks to you. Critics don't have to love the work. Your mom doesn't have to love the work. Even you don't have to love it. You do, however, have to be emotionally moved by the work. Then it is art.
-Dr.Kimmarie Lewis
*billyunderscorebwa:iconbillyunderscorebwa: Mar 19, 2008, 10:12:01 PM
Thank you so much for the faves and the :+devwatch:! I'm glad you like my work, and I hope you enjoy my future deviations :hug:

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